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Monday, June 23, 2014

WASTEBIN

I'm going to have to jail you in the wasteful teacher said
That's not what they promised me back home
Home is far far away
I hurt
From the cramped wasteful
Well that's too bad you are trash stay with trash
But I'm a human being
A human being
No you are in the wastebin jailed in the wastebin.
No. I will rise up.
You may try.
Maybe I will
It's not such a bad jail
Then what is the punishment
Can't cage a free mind can't cage a madman
La da da du Fi for future
Reference don't call me trash because I'd hardly believe you
I think we're going mad


That's entirely possible bc I'm a specialist in bottling emotions until they ferment into liquid fire
I have to stop with the drug references I’m an expert in hurting myself in the heart of darkness a heart of crazed behavior
I smell disaster.  Handle it well


Well how can I what is thousand things to be said I don't have any of them with me. Maybe it's best if I just wait


I always wait and waste my life waiting. I've only ever broken shadows and dreams


For every thousand words of nonsense you get three of wisdom


I need to know I am real
Tell me you believe
Tell me you can feel me beneath your icy fingers that I exist
I think spewing out thoughts is probably bad for my composure but I need to save that for the morning what if it
Is cold


Then I move on again.

I want to know what's happening don't jail me in the wastebin.  Do you know how sad it is to wait for a question that never comes.  I should sleep

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