SCARED

Am I scared.

Am I frightened.

Am I weak.

Am I discouraged.

Of a thing that I have thought.

To a point of a future.

To a point of the past.

To think that I,

Have thought of something like this.

To the point of my own death.

To the point of my own demise.

To have thought of an atonement.

To have thought of my decease.

So I ask myself,

"Why, why am I thinking … 

this?"

So to be scared.

 I say "NO!!!"